I think my ascension started in august 2011..i am ususlly a very calm and content person and i hate getting into any disagreements with anyone but that very day on a very small arguement with my husband i just started screaming. It was an unbelievable venting out. I screamed basically at noone over nothing,it was so bad i thought my lungs would pop out.
It was followed by dizziness and vertigo which lasted a month and medically it couldnt be explained. After numerous tests i met a homeopathic doctor who seeing my symptoms put me on a very low thyroid dose. This helped with my vertigo but its been almost 4 years now and it keeps coming back.
i have all other symptoms of ascension like feeling cold,dizziness, loss of memory, detachment,loss of friends, work and purpose, hot flashes, complete disinterest in clothes jewelry, mild headaches, blurred vision at times and palpitations for which once i was rushed to an emergency ward.
My doctors say its hormonal imbalance as i m in my mid thirties but all my reports are normal nothing so out of range to be given medicibes for. My doctor is completely lost and finds me weird i know that. Sometimes i tell him my problem as well as the cure now. He thinks i m going crazy.
I feel empty from inside. With a beautiful career which is on hold now and two small kids and home to take care for, i still feel i have no purpose in life. As if theres something else. I have been meditating for five years now and can sit in a zero state for hours. i am blissful yet something is missing.i am waiting.