by Cem Metin
My kundalini awakening began about 8 months ago in November 2014. First two months was really blissful. On January 2015 I was at a meditation retreat. I started having all of these weird symptoms like profound psychical exhaustion, inability to focus, loss of memory, loss of language abilities and some words. Spontaneous crying for months. Having intense vivid dreams every single night.
Still to this day I'm experiencing these symptoms and I feel really hopeless. Are these symptoms temporary ??
I had to start taking prescription medication because of the severity of my situation. They gave me some relief for a couple of months but they don't work anymore. I'm trying my best to accept my situation and surrender to the process but I've been depressed for so long and I get suicidal thoughts from time to time. Every day I'm praying to god that these symptoms would eventually fade away.